Looking at My Old Self

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Warning ! this post contains the most unexpected look you could ever thought of me (maybe). I'll be exposing some of my photos that you had never ever seen before.


Well maybe not this one. You just saw it on my instagram. Look at that munchkin with that bottle in her hand. I miss being a baby 😍
But well, this is a about me growing more mature or just what do we call it in other word..?


HITTING PUBERTY.



OH GOD!!!!!! what on earth is this!? I just can't unseen this.

Oh god. I am ashamed. I used this as my facebook profile picture for a while back then. WHY.

Just why i had to embarass myself with this kind of photo. I remember it was my first time trying the shawl. Remember when it was all the 'Pashmina' back then? before all the chiffons and satin or silk came in as the 'shawls material' nowadays? Yes this was taken during the 'Pashmina' Era. Ya Allah just look at that picture. With that lack of skill in editing. 'Merdeka' flag and that kind of berangkai fonts. Look at it again guys! WAIT! NO! No don't look at it! UGH! Guys, i'm crying. Literally 😫 😭


Then here's another one. Me sitting on my school's veranda right in front of my classroom. And as you can see, i was the biggest Domokun's fan back then. My phone pouch, that keychain.. i even got the domokun's backpack and purse. i still have the backpack till now. What a life. It was so famous back then.....



That 'peace' sign. and that smile. That tudung. Why you so tajam. WHY. OH WAIT.
i remember... i used to like my tudung to be so tight that i can't even show my whole face. Leaving a mark under my neck because you know what, sometimes i do wore pins to make it tighter. That is so weird. Btw, that's my old time buddy named, Puteri. Wanna know how does that pretty 'gal' looks now? click here.


Back in 2014. What's wrong with our tudung guys? didn't we even care with our tudung? HAHA. 
(Jiah, Beah, and me.)


And then this was 2015 i guess. We're just so 'peaceful' guys. There was an event this time but i just can't seem to recall what the event was.. 😬
(me, paan, and beah) oh yes guys, beah was literally everywhere.


Oh and this was taken recently. Believe me i don't have a flawless skin. The lighting was good, and I do wear makeup. Cushion Foundation, concealer cause i do have eyebags. a bit of pinkish lipstick, mascara. Maybe tons of mascara when i go to event. And no. I don't draw my brows, wouldn't thread it either. It gets messy too guys, you just have to do 'grooming', i do groom my eyebrows with a 'spooly' or even using a comb! Not kidding though. Things do get real here. haha. But that's just it.

Well you know what guys, we all gonna grow up someday. You might not look that decent back in the days, but i know we are all 'decent' now. It's all about maturity and how we take care of ourselves guys. Some of people like to look and be 'presentable' all the time even when going to kedai runcit or mamak. But believe me, it's tiring sometimes. I do wear football jerseys going out guys. Don't worry. I just got to have my jeans and my black shawl and still wear concealer under my eyes and my cushion foundation and maybe wear a light 'easy to hilang' lipstick too. I just thought that we should never judge people on how they look. Or even who they were back in the days! No. Never. Because we never know that person might just be wayyy better than us one day. Be grateful with what you got, embrace it, never doubt it, and do something good about it. Remember, a nice feature doesn't fit in with a bad attitude. So be nice with people always. It doesn't cost a penny 😉 

- Love, Bella


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