I'm a person that used to have no confidence at all about myself and am still learning how to be confident. It's really hard you know to be or stay confident nowadays. I'm pretty sure you guys could understand and relate with that situation right?

At first you'll be like “wow i look good today!” but then you went out and you see these pretty girls all over the place and you'll be like “god she's really pretty" or "god her body is goals!” and then you started to have that self-esteem going on and on and on..

You started to wonder do you look good enough for that day, for that occasion. You started to put a smile that's not really genuine, hoping that you look good enough for the day. Hoping that you look good for the people you want to impress. Hoping that you'll always look better than anyone else. But then, i realized that this kind of thought is not good for anyone that has low confidence like me. I should just stay confident and be comfortable with myself.

"People that loves you for who you are will always give their love for you without needing any reason."

YO. THAT'S REAL YO. They will love your personality not just your appearance, love you for your good heart not just your looks. So boys and girls, just stay confident and be comfortable with yourself. As you will bring sunshine into someone's life. Love yourself guys, embrace who you actually are. When you love yourself, people can kind of pick up on that, they can see the confidence you have and naturally, people will attracted to you. Wowza! BONUS *maybe you could find jodoh too! haha maybe? bye!

Love, Bella.

MARRIAGE

Okay first of all, i'm not a very religious person. I'm not trying to get very good responses from you guys based on this story that i'm about to share.

You know, people always make mistakes right? there are ups and downs for us. There're times that our imaan level can be so high, that we would act so good at that moment and there're times that it could be as low as the deepest blue ocean that this world has.

Well, i believe everyone had faced that kind of experience. And based on my experience, i think the most beautiful part of my life is when i always remember Him in every work that i'm doing. Nowadays, it's kinda hard for me to always recite the zikrullah, as i am a bit more busy than the old times. I used to recite or even listen to zikrullah even when i'm washing my face with the face cleanser. lol. But seriously i'm not even kidding about this. (I'm trying so hard to remind myself to do that again) Even that simple step, it has always made me feel a lot more peaceful and organized in the morning. So imagine when you pray the 5 daily prayers that Allah had told you? Subhanallah believe me, your time management, your works, your assignments and etc, inshaaAllah He would make it so easy for you to do! like when you really jaga your solat, everything would be easy. Examples, I can wake up so easy! as early as at 4 o'clock in the morning without using the alarm, like He had kept me a reminder, an alert on my head, to make it easy for me to wake up to do my work, to study, do tahajjud and everything! I always finished doing my homework on time!

Not just that! the results of your hardworks, inshaaAllah would be beyond your expectation. Allah is the Almighty, Powerful and Kind. He would help you in every task and works you're working for. Especially after all of your efforts, when you asked him with all of your heart.. He will help you. If you can't see the results now, soon! I promise! You have to be patience with the result as Allah would never breaks His promise!

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"Allah does not fail in His promise."

Next,

If you ever think you've crossed the line a.k.a the wrong path, or when you realized you're doing sins.. quickly do solat taubat. Allah will guide you back.

" Indeed Allah is the Forgiving and His forgiveness is more fulfilled than our good deeds.."

Just ask him to always guide you to the right way. Never stop asking Him to guide you and keep you in the right path.

I hope that you could understand even just a little bit of what i'm trying to share right here.. Never leave Him. Never abandon Him. Never leave the 5 daily prayers. Indeed you will have the most beautiful feeling you could ever imagine. Inshaallah!

"Islam is Peace. Prayers help you to feel the Peace. The lessons from Prophet Muhammad will make you feel Ease. So quickly do your taubat when you crossed the darkest seas. Inshaallah Allah will create for you the most beautiful journey and destinies."

P/S : please forgive me if there are any grammatical errors as i am still learning and sorry if it's not worth your time reading my post but i hope you would at least get a benefit from it. Thanks a lot for visiting my blog! May Allah bless you beautiful human beings!

Love, Bella.